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As Blessings Pour Out Current mood: indescribable
you don't have to read the whole thing, but i would appreciate it... ~~~~~~~~~~
tonight was amazing, FOP, as we at Franciscan endearingly call it... it is the Festival of Praise... a night of praise and worship, with music and inspirational words... it happens monthly and i cannot wait until the next one...
I didn't quite know what to expect when i walked into our gymnasium, set up with chairs and a stage for the evening... i knew i would find praise and worship... but didn't really know what else...
the music began and i was overwhelmed with awe... ...at the fact that i was at a school, and attending a school, where i don't have to feel uncomfortable with the fact that i AM Catholic, and i AM prolife, and that i just love the lord with all my heart ...at the fact that i am going to school where i am really surounded by CLASSMATES that support me in my faith and share my faith ...at the pressence of prayer to begin many of my classes ...at the pressence of professers and teachers that also share my faith and are always willing, and allowed to talk to me about it
I went from total awe, to gushing tears of joy... i could barely sing (but you know me i still tried) what i experienced tonight was different from past steubenville conferences, i was not only surrounded by my fellow teens or young adults, i was surrounded by classmates and teachers... different doesn't mean better or worse, just different, still amazing and still wonderful, just different
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Before i left for school, i heard of those that know me that said i was crazy for coming here, crazy for going so far from home, crazy for going to a school of this cost, and crazy for believing i would be surrounded by people that were like me....
I'm not the kind of crazy they were referring to... i'm crazy about my God that has poured his blessings out on me, that has allowed me and given me the opportunity to experience my faith in this way, in this place, everyday, and with these people, his children, his beloved...
i also thank and pray for those who supported me in my journey way out here to ohio... that offered their prayers... and that said "wow thats far, but good luck"...
i have seen here that my insanity, and my crazy personality has led me to where i need to be, even if only for now... those around me may not have known it at home.... but i was falling apart.. maybe not severely but i was... i needed this experience here to bring me back to my feet...
I hope to come home a new person, renewed in His love, and ready to work for him...
thankyou to those who have prayed for me, thankyou to those who have supported me....
I AM Crazy, and i am Head over Heels in love with my God... thats who i am... and its who i intend to continue being....
thanks if you read this till the end...
I love you guys.... hopefully i'll Cya when i come home |